I am disappointed in myself.

I have recently learned I have some blind spots with respect to how I act and how it makes people feel.

The magic is in how I make people feel. And sometimes I’m repellent or, if I’m lucky, only irritating.

I used to pride myself on being a geek with a personality, but that river is neither as deep nor as wide as I had hoped. I’ve reached a point where I need to modify this river’s course, or I will not be able to continue to flow.

This is an acknowledgement that I recognize I have work to do.

If I’m better, I hope my behavior shows it.